Monday, August 22, 2005

porn for me

a few years ago i went to prague for a short holiday. on the charles bridge my attention was caught by one statue in particular portraying a slave, on his knees, maybe in chains. i can't remember exactly, but i remember being very aroused by it. i of course took a picture and i've been trying to dig it out but i think i've lost it.

i remember sending it to an ex-master because i thought he would find it interesting too but he failed to see the interest in it. i often find myself in this sort of situation where i get very excited about something like this where everybody else, even those who share my interest in dominance and submission can't see what the fuss is about.

Again a few years back i was in Florence and i became totally captivated by the statue of Hercules and Cacus. There in the middle of the piazza della signoria i got a hard on just from standing in front of it. It was like watching porn. Incidentally i've never really found porn very interesting but Hercules and Cacus, that's pure raunch for me. This is like in high school when i'd get a boner from reading Winkelmann's essay on the Apollo Belvedere. I remember searching for hours in the vatican museums on a hot summer's day to see the actual statue. It was totally worth it: once i found it i felt truly in the presence of a god

1 comment:

Ian said...

have just arrived at your blog by way of informed consent. i found it a very interesting, thoughtful and articulate. i am a dominant male and was interested in the paradox of owning a slave purely for self-pleasure and the contrast with determining a slave's boundaries through discussion negating your interest. in the absence of specificity i imagine a master could only command your service and take the risky route of only stopping when a 'safe word' is uttered. it's an interesting puzzle. would that i lived closer. it would please me to discuss this further. you can contact me via my profile on totalfetish.net - sparksfly.