Sunday, May 11, 2008

spring update

It's been a long time again since i last blogged. I suspect the last of my readers will have deserted me by now but just to surprisingly entertain any casual readers i thought i would use the opportunity of being stuck on a plane seat for a couple of hours to post a little update.

It's often said that misery benefits one's artistic spirit, and far from claiming any artistic value for my humble online ramblings, i can't deny that the main reason for the lack thereof is a sharp drop in my MI (Misery Index).

On the 19th of April i have commemorated/remembered/acknowledged (if celebrated is to big a word for it) my first 3 months with my Master. "Q1" has been a great time for me, one that has seen me find, maybe for the first time, some stability and security in my submissiveness. I regularly spend weekends, and some other days, with my Owner and the way in which his presence has neatly become integrated into my life, whilst allowing me to become part of his, has been the reason for a great deal of serenity for me.

There isn't a lot that i feel i can bring up on here. It's not my habit to discuss, or disclose, what my Owner likes to do with his slave. I can simply say that he has focussed my submissive urges turning them into a positive energy that these days enriches my life and shapes it fundamentally. I'm lucky to love my Owner very much and feel his care and affection towards me.

That's all i need to not want to be let free ever again.