since my bf's departure i've been re-exploring my own self and getting in touch once more with the intrinsic loneliness of the human condition. You're born alone and you die alone. These are the words that echo in my mind when i stop to listen. It's this inescapable condition, this being "one", "single", "isolated" that eats me up from within. i can try and hide in the safety of ownership, in the warmth offered by a pair of arms but they can never reach deep down into me and melt with me, shatter the one-ness into a multitude of pieces. i somehow always go back to being one.
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