Wednesday, October 17, 2007

has it already been since august?

i've been debating over what to do with this blog. If a blog's like a breathing, living creature, i'm afraid this one's been in a coma for a while. To be fair, I've been at its bedsite for a while now, bringing it flowers and trying to awaken it again but without success. I make mental notes of things i want to write about but somehow i never actually get to doing it.

I suppose i was a little fatigued by the perennial cycle of getting excited about talking to someone new and then seeing it not turn into anything. It felt like i was constantly writing about that when the real issue, namely what might actually have been the interconnecting wrongness of all these possibilities, appeared to blur more and more into vagueness.

I've considered calling it a day, blog-wise, but somehow it feels that there's stil more to be said, that the internal battle within me is not quelled and the virus is not defeated. Just like the blog, it was only dormant.

4 comments:

Unknown said...

It would be very sad to see this blog end so soon. It's an intelligent, fresh and honest read, unique on this subject. Please don't stop!

Anonymous said...

I agree. this is the only blog I read on the net really... it's well written, smart, and brilliantly honest

tim said...

:) thanks... i'm actually blushing...

Anonymous said...

it is also the only blog that i read, and i have been checking on it every few days (patiently) to see if there have been any updates ... if you've got nothing to say, then you've got nothing to say, but if and when you do we'll be here reading it ;)