Monday, February 13, 2006

ajar

back from a short trip... so many blog entries, started and left unended... i have somehow lost myself... again.

The therapist said the other day that "i need the therapy". I think she was merely repeating what i had said before, but hearing it coming from her, i didn't like it. Perhaps because i could only agree. Everything at the moment seems larger than me and impossible to manage. I fail to understand how i'm supposed to react to events that involve me. Presence and absence: they both trouble me and leave me unable to respond.

i feel tired and all i want is to sleep

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