Over the weekend, i have become owned. it has happened in an unexpected and unplanned way. i had been holding off meeting anyone until sunday when i was due to meet a prospective new owner. But then, on saturday night, a message turned into a chat, turned into an improvised meet at 4.40 in the morning that i arrived too early for.
i wasn't supposed to stay for very long but i shortly started hoping that He wouldn't ask me to leave. And He didn't until the next day.
In hindsight i realise that someone might argue that it was a little risky to go to a stranger's flat in the middle of the night and let myself be put in a condition where i could have literally done nothing to defend myself had He turned out to be, say, a serial killer. But from chatting with Him i just felt complete trust in Him. I guess it's more than a little risky to have such blind faith in one's instincts but the scary truth is the thought that i might be in danger never even crossed my mind.
Ironically my body is fighting that which my heart has been craving. i was unwell for most of the day yesterday and now seem to have developed a minor rash around my neck where the collar was.
i look forward to my body catching up with the rest of me.
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thank you for pointing that out. i had only changed my main profile but have now changed all of them.
This, of course, did not imply i was looking for someone else. Simply that i hadn't thought of changing them yet.
Why are you even answering this kind of shit? You don't owe anyone any explainations about your status or what you write about. What I like best about you is that you are a thoughful slave. Who is this guy? roblondonsw1?
He's a very intelligent man, and somebody who's helped me a great deal in the past. Hence my decision to reply.
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