#010: responsibility

We talked of my difficulties with letting go of L. My need for him and the possible reasons behind his sudden change of interest (sudden, yes, but 18 months ago, i know, it's a little pathetic). She insists on the idea that a Master has power without responsibility, something i'm not so convinced about, and the fact that L got involved with me on a more personal level made him take on some form of responsibility and therefore lose the ability to see me as a slave.