#006: mistake

after discussing my therapy reporting, it appears it may not be such a great idea after all, on 2 accounts. (1) my attempt to keep a log in order not to forget what has been discussed is not ideal because the dynamics of remembering and forgetting are an important part of the therapy and (2) i am inviting a third unknown party/reader in a relationship that is meant to develop on the basis of trust and intimacy. So #006 is as far as this is going to get for now. i think that exposing the therapy on my blog fits in my life strategy based on an inbound journey through exposing weakness and embracing vulnerability. If submission and therapy are parallel ways of doing this, the therapy reports seemed to bridge the distance between the 2 providing a third element to delineate and contextualise them. i have to agree, however, that they maybe seemed to force an element of finality and rationalisation in something that i should probably allow to flourish on a more emotional and instinctive level.