i miss the time of the casual chats with L. i knew him very little back then. i was interested in him, he seemed interested in me. There was this whole unexplored potential ahead. We hadn't done anything about it yet but it was there and it was real as a possibility. There was playfulness and flirting and it was exciting. I was excited every time i would get a message from him.
Now all that potential has disappeared. The possibilities have been replaced by the certainty that the road i have taken has walked me straight into a cul-de-sac. No exit and no future.
Yes, i have taken my antidepressants last night
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