I almost made it a year without writing on this blog. I just checked it the other day and realised with some surprise that some people still visit from time to time and i thought it would be a good time for an update.
I am still wearing my collar and i have now been owned for over a year. Frankly I would say that this is it for me: i have definitely found my Master. I have given myself to Him as a slave and unless He decides to set me free (and He says He has no intention of doing that) i don't wish to even have a way out of my slavery. I don't get to see Him as often as i would like because He has other things in His life that take up His attention and as His slave i'm aware that waiting to be needed is part of my life but i'm more than happy to simply make myself available when He wants and has time to see me.
Of course i love slavishly waiting for Him to summon me and the time i do get to be with Him i am deliriously happy.
Kneeling at His feet, lovingly massaging them while He rests or is otherwise engaged is a moment of great happiness for me, when i feel right. When i get to show Him how much i love and worship Him. And i do. So much.
i haven't seen Him for a few weeks now and have missed Him terribly, but in just a few hours i'll be on my knees again, before the Man who owns me.
