afloat

i miss my owner. now i've said it.

i've been fighting the urge to say it, aware that it's my own fault if i haven't been seeing him. i have been fighting the urge to tell him because i know that i can't expect that he'll be there when i need him there. i know it can't be that way. But even during the time when i haven't been able to see him, i have been missing him. of course i have. i was just ashamed to tell him because i know it's me who's messing things up.

so instead of telling him, i do things the coward way and put a message in a bottle